Are We?
Lady, don't you tell me
That you're not afraid of love.
I have used that line myself.
It's kind of chic.
We are all afraid of love,
But more afraid of emptiness,
And so, once more
The weary little hamsters
Hit that weary little treadmill.
I kicked so hard I broke my heart
But the sucker never caught me.
I tried until I fell apart,
Went home with the guys that brought me.
We sat until the sun came up.
You held me while I cried,
As ten and twelve and one came up
And summer aged and died.
If I listen when you're crying on the phone,
Does that mean
You gave your heart
To me?
If you care while I'm going under,
Does that mean
You are on
My side?
Through shards of frozen time
I watched my childhood swiftly fleeing,
The day you turned away and let it by.
The things that we had done came up
And smashed against my pride,
As ten, and twelve, and one came up
And summer aged and died.
I'd lost so many fragments of myself
Pursuing others
That I had nothing left to keep inside.
It's been a lot of fun, but now
It's best we say "Good-bye",
For ten, and twelve, and one somehow
Have gone and passed us by.
Maybe someday, I'll find the heart
To give myself, and then,
I'll laugh with someone else and start
To live and love again.
Hamsters: Left, right, left, right,
At last we lay the past to rest,
And we're never really lonely,
Are we?